From panicking about money to making peace with money, I’m pulling back the curtain on my own experience with what I thought about money.
Over the last 12 years, I’ve come a long way with how I think about money.
There was only one place that felt safe enough to go to for help as I didn’t feel comfortable talking about money with anyone else because of the judgement they’d certainly give.
If someone like me can get rid of the money fear that grips you and makes you panic, there’s hope that anyone can do it too!
With many things, I consider myself a pretty “together” person. But with this fear of money everything goes down the drain!
I was at the grocery store and had just added up the total.
$53 over. Again.
My chest squeezed tight, it was hard to breathe and tears slipped out of the corner of my eye.
This moment in the grocery store wasn’t the first time money had made me panic.
Running my Business
I was so afraid of rejection and afraid to sell.
I didn’t want to come off like I was only focused on getting money… yet I NEEDED to make money as I was the one paying all the bills at home.
No matter what I did, I’d never been good with money.
Every time I’d sit down to play catch up with a massive pile of receipts (not to mention tracking my business expenses for taxes) from the last several months…
I’d end up in tears from the overwhelming sense of failure. Why couldn’t I make this work?
Talking about Money
Anytime my husband would tell me that he bought something or I’d have to tell him that we got an unexpected bill, I’d be so stressed that I’d snap at him and we’d end up fighting.
I was constantly worried that there was never going to be enough money, going over and over in my head how I could work more to make ends meet.
When a colleague said ‘ohh you’re a sugar mama’
or family would say, ‘when is he going to get a job so you can stay home’
or someone would email me, ‘I can’t believe you’re charging to help someone and you say you’re a Christian? You should be ashamed of yourself’
My stomach would twist into knots of shame.
Was it really ok for me as a Christian woman to be the breadwinner?
If I made a lot of money, would I become an uncaring jerk?
Am I being greedy and selfish when I charge for my services?
I couldn't Ask for help
Now I have so much passion and purpose since I understand God’s key to money.
There’s finally peace of mind. I’m now excited to partner with God to serve others + make the world a better place through my business, cultivating godly wealth and leaving a legacy that reflects God’s goodness as a result.
I can’t wait to tell you in my next video about how to fix this, tap the subscribe button so you don’t miss it!
In the meantime, watch this video More Money More Impact to see what’s possible when you align your money beliefs with the Word of God.
Now there's So much passion and purpose
The only place I felt comfortable enough to go to for help was the Bible.
(because surely everyone else didn’t panic about money and admitting I did would bring harsh criticism and judgment that I couldn’t take).
Over the next few years, I spent countless hours researching every verse about money.
Studied the whole passage + corresponding passages, dived into the meanings of root words, Jewish context and commentaries.
Worked through layers of fear, shame, and confusion.
Made 3% shifts in my beliefs about money.
Fortunately for you, it doesn't have to be this hard to shift your money beliefs
I can walk with you every step of the way and show you what the Bible says about money, wealth and business in an encouraging non-judgement space.
You shouldn’t have to struggle a day longer on your own.
Working together we can get powerful breakthroughs QUICKLY.
What this means is that you will have the tools and resources you need, experiencing the freedom and peace that aligning your money beliefs with Scripture brings.
So that you can go on to impact multitudes of grateful clients and create a legacy that reflects God’s goodness through your business. You can change the world!
If that sounds good to you and you’re ready for this breakthrough, pick the best option for you here.